Monday, April 16, 2007

I used to say that my parents come so many times..
I used to say that I'm glad that they are not around..

I was just being stubborn

Just sent my parents to airport about an hour plus ago, they are boarding the plane in about 30 mins. I blardie hell miss them. My family has never ever expressed our love openly before, and so I find it hard to do so, even now.

I hate the fact that they have left
I hate the fact that they came for such a short while, and most of the time they weren't even in Melb
I hate the fact that I'd probably see them at the end of the year
I hate the fact that I'm alone again

I just want to go back to when I was in Singapore, when I didn't have to care about anything else but my studies.
I loved it when they were here and they settled everything and as it was the holidays, I just relaxed.
I didn't have to cook, do the dishes, do any house chores, even clean up after knuckles..

I miss them so much..and as funny as it may seem..I don't think they would ever know that..

I'm home sick and it sucks that I am missing them so much..


Ness dream on 12:15 AM 4 [comment]

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21st Nov 1985
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Student @ Melbourne University
loves my baby, lil knuckles, flareians, dancing, singing
hates hypocrites...(but i forgive easily..)
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