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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
And yes, Sem 2 has started, the day i've been waiting for for SOOOO LONG! I'm not weird or anything, but seriously..having holidays and nothing to do with it really is a bore. Life just becomes so mundane. Other than the exciting "What shall we cook tonight for dinner" there really isn't much excitement in holidays. But, i'm not complaining! Erm..ok, I am, but...I'm not! Only because, I enjoyed my holidays still! haha..erm..you'd get my drift soon.
Anyhow, I came back from an AMAZING OCF July Camp (23-24 July). I drove all the way up to Mornington and really although it's an 1.5 hr drive up, it didn't seem far at all! But that's not the AMAZING bit. I went to camp with a purpose, a goal. To find the way back. I've been so far away from God that even trying to go bak seemed almost impossible. No one knew about the conflict that was going on within me. The daily battle to go back yet I could not no matter how hard I tried. But the camp did me good. I'm starting my way back..walking towards the light at the end of the tunnel once again. For once I was lost, but now I'm found.
God's love is so powerful. Thank you to Cheryl and April. They've truly been sisters to me, always been there for me when I was down and out..in all times! Even this time when I thought that I could do it alone, confiding in them and telling them about my woes helped me to get back, and miraculously put me back on track. Pastor Dan's message spoke deep within me. God is Almighty, I don't have to fear instead I have to spirit of love, power and self-discipline from Him and nothing can go against me. Nothing going against me will prosper, cuz God is on my side.
I knew all these along, but yet Ps Dan's message just hit me in my head and heart. God is always with me, even when I feel that I'm so far away from Him. He is always reaching out to me..his hands outstretched, yearning for me to draw closer to Him. And now I’m going to run to Him. Back into his arms where I belong, where I will soar like an Eagle above all things. :) It truly is wonderful feeling this way again. I just feel like screaming it out! Hehe!
Well, besides my spiritual life, my physical life (that what u call it? haha..i dunt know!) is pretty hectic, yet fun. I'm not stressed about it, though it is actually a very stressful situation. Dance camp is this weekend. (29-31 July) And most of you would have known that I was planning it solo this holiday cuz my partner was back home, I don't mind that by the way! :) And now it's just a few days away and lots of things like transportation, food, games have yet to be settled. Handling a group of 40+ people would be a challenge, but hey I'm open to challenges yea! :) So, that means that I'm going to Springvale tmr. Yup, going down there after my school to get stuff that can be bought b4 hand, and to reserve meat so that I could collect them on friday. Estimation on how much people are going to gobble down is going to be hard, but I'll try! :P So that's about it, that's what I'm going through now..pretty exciting. Will upload pictures of camp as soon as I get back from it. Don't know how it will turn out. But considering that I'm one of the 2 organisers, it will turn out fantastic! haha :P
Ness dream on 11:12 PM
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